Food for Thought: Why now? by Shannon742, literature
Literature
Food for Thought: Why now?
Food for thought: Why now?
Why is it that whenever I try to sleep a list forms in my mind? This list contains everything from did I lock the door? To there's an office Christmas party in four months and I need a dress. Natural my mind is flooded with images of various hooded "bad guys". Each badie holds a different object with which they plan to kill me. Luckily I'm not scared for long because seconds after I see a rainbow of colors and a playground of shapes. Quickly forming dresses I've seen in magazines. I see myself looking great, kicking ass and taking names later. Unfortunately that doesn't last long enough. All too soon I'm reminded
Yes I'm writing this in a sky magenta pencil crayon, Why?
Because I need to get this out of my system
I need to get you out of my system, off my mind
Thought we'd last, turns out I'd rather be just friends
I erased all you text messages and e-mails
And deleted over 50 songs because they remind me of you
Now I have 100 new ones that make me want to run
Run, and run and run
Run and shed off the weight on my hips
Run and lose the chip on my shoulder
Run so one day soon the frost left on my heart will melt
Yes I'm over you but it still stings that you have her
I've spent 3 days listing all of your faults it's a long list
But o
Hey,
You are an annoying,cruel jackass
That's right, don't look so clueless
You know exactly what you do
As if being loud and obnoxious to my face wasn't bad enough
It's worse when you ignore me
Talking to anyone but me in that crude tone
You pick at each thing I say
Breaking me down block by block
Nothing I say is right, I'm not smart or funny
Nothing I do is good enough
I simply don't measure up
Oh and I'm an ungrateful bitch
But I have news for you your scale is off
You're vicious
I'm generally nice
You're loud
I can be heard without yelling
You're ignorant
I'm enlightened
You're rude
I try to be polite
High school i
There are things in this life that I will never be
There are places in this world that I will never see
There are people I will never meet
And things I will not do
How 'bout you?
I will never be an Astronaut
A Firefighter or
The President of the United States
I will never see the Great Wall of China
The Eiffel Tower
or the Pyramids
I will never meet Sleeping Beauty
Peter Pan or
Tinker Bell
I will never sing for an audience
I will not sky dive or
Swim naked in the ocean
I will never be an author or an artist
I will not be an actress, musician, singer or songwriter
I will never be a track star or a super model
I will never b
Food for Thought: Why now? by Shannon742, literature
Literature
Food for Thought: Why now?
Food for thought: Why now?
Why is it that whenever I try to sleep a list forms in my mind? This list contains everything from did I lock the door? To there's an office Christmas party in four months and I need a dress. Natural my mind is flooded with images of various hooded "bad guys". Each badie holds a different object with which they plan to kill me. Luckily I'm not scared for long because seconds after I see a rainbow of colors and a playground of shapes. Quickly forming dresses I've seen in magazines. I see myself looking great, kicking ass and taking names later. Unfortunately that doesn't last long enough. All too soon I'm reminded
Yes I'm writing this in a sky magenta pencil crayon, Why?
Because I need to get this out of my system
I need to get you out of my system, off my mind
Thought we'd last, turns out I'd rather be just friends
I erased all you text messages and e-mails
And deleted over 50 songs because they remind me of you
Now I have 100 new ones that make me want to run
Run, and run and run
Run and shed off the weight on my hips
Run and lose the chip on my shoulder
Run so one day soon the frost left on my heart will melt
Yes I'm over you but it still stings that you have her
I've spent 3 days listing all of your faults it's a long list
But o
Hey,
You are an annoying,cruel jackass
That's right, don't look so clueless
You know exactly what you do
As if being loud and obnoxious to my face wasn't bad enough
It's worse when you ignore me
Talking to anyone but me in that crude tone
You pick at each thing I say
Breaking me down block by block
Nothing I say is right, I'm not smart or funny
Nothing I do is good enough
I simply don't measure up
Oh and I'm an ungrateful bitch
But I have news for you your scale is off
You're vicious
I'm generally nice
You're loud
I can be heard without yelling
You're ignorant
I'm enlightened
You're rude
I try to be polite
High school i
There are things in this life that I will never be
There are places in this world that I will never see
There are people I will never meet
And things I will not do
How 'bout you?
I will never be an Astronaut
A Firefighter or
The President of the United States
I will never see the Great Wall of China
The Eiffel Tower
or the Pyramids
I will never meet Sleeping Beauty
Peter Pan or
Tinker Bell
I will never sing for an audience
I will not sky dive or
Swim naked in the ocean
I will never be an author or an artist
I will not be an actress, musician, singer or songwriter
I will never be a track star or a super model
I will never b
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